Post by neoswiftie on Jul 31, 2019 18:37:54 GMT -5
It's already been mentioned here, but this was just posted on tumblr by swiftielonglive1313
Currently I have no words to describe this situation, I truly NEVER EVER thought this would happen. 😭😭
For years and years I have had what my family coined a “Taylor shrine” in the corner of my room.
This started when my mom being the amazing person she is got a store to give us the Taylor Swift Diet Coke Display once it had ended.
She also got me two boxes of the special packaged soda.
Well I never drank the soda, it was wayyy to special to me to waste.
So the two boxes became the weight at the bottom of my “shrine” (no it’s not creepy! Lol I needed somewhere to store everything).
This is where I put all of my purfume boxes, bracelets, with tickets and cards taped to the sides.
I placed the bags with other items around it, a box of magazines from over the years etc.
No this isn’t look how much I have, over 11 years I’ve been lucky enough to acquire some things that I love and care so much about.
Because they are related to the person who has gotten me through everything, I dont know what I would do without taylorswift and her music.
She’s been my everything and role model since I was 8.
Well the bags and things covered the bottom of the box.
It wasn’t until today when updating my phone deleted some of my Taylor Swift albums and I needed the CDs to add them back.
This is when I realized those Taylor Swift Diet Coke cans had exsploded in there boxes.
This must have happened a long time ago because everything is dry BUT MOLD now took its place.
I’m heart broken that my boxes of special special cans were destroyed and even more devistated that the display, the base of my shrine is ruined as well.
At this point I just hope the rest of everything survived since most of it I can’t easily be replaced.
I know this may seem like not a big deal but to me this was the thing was huge to me.
It reminded me how lucky I am to own such special items.
I could look over every day and have it remind me of Taylor and maked me smile.
It reminded me of our beautiful, talented, kind hearted, queen.
When I was bullied in 5th grade being told no body liked me-Taylor was there, in 6th grade when my best friend was a literal book-Taylor was there,
in 8th grade when my best friends from the year before dropped me as if they never knew me-Taylor still hadnt left me,
and even this past year when my panic attacks became “to hard to be around” and my friends isolated me almost completely for up to a month (2x)-Taylor was there for me more then ever welcoming me with open arms and a warm smile.
Through out all of these bad times and the good and more I was able to put in my ear buds, look over at this thing and find someone who cared and understood what I was going through.
I had all of her YouTube videos and interviews to make me smile, give me advice, and help me though each situation.
It’s just so hard to see this thing I’ve loved for so long tarnished in this way.
I know I shouldn’t be complaining at lest it’s not my life’s work, but in a lot of ways it feels so special to me.
Let’s hope my mom can salvage the wreckage.
Now I think I’m going to put my ear buds in and try not to feel as heart broken.
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Currently I have no words to describe this situation, I truly NEVER EVER thought this would happen. 😭😭
For years and years I have had what my family coined a “Taylor shrine” in the corner of my room.
This started when my mom being the amazing person she is got a store to give us the Taylor Swift Diet Coke Display once it had ended.
She also got me two boxes of the special packaged soda.
Well I never drank the soda, it was wayyy to special to me to waste.
So the two boxes became the weight at the bottom of my “shrine” (no it’s not creepy! Lol I needed somewhere to store everything).
This is where I put all of my purfume boxes, bracelets, with tickets and cards taped to the sides.
I placed the bags with other items around it, a box of magazines from over the years etc.
No this isn’t look how much I have, over 11 years I’ve been lucky enough to acquire some things that I love and care so much about.
Because they are related to the person who has gotten me through everything, I dont know what I would do without taylorswift and her music.
She’s been my everything and role model since I was 8.
Well the bags and things covered the bottom of the box.
It wasn’t until today when updating my phone deleted some of my Taylor Swift albums and I needed the CDs to add them back.
This is when I realized those Taylor Swift Diet Coke cans had exsploded in there boxes.
This must have happened a long time ago because everything is dry BUT MOLD now took its place.
I’m heart broken that my boxes of special special cans were destroyed and even more devistated that the display, the base of my shrine is ruined as well.
At this point I just hope the rest of everything survived since most of it I can’t easily be replaced.
I know this may seem like not a big deal but to me this was the thing was huge to me.
It reminded me how lucky I am to own such special items.
I could look over every day and have it remind me of Taylor and maked me smile.
It reminded me of our beautiful, talented, kind hearted, queen.
When I was bullied in 5th grade being told no body liked me-Taylor was there, in 6th grade when my best friend was a literal book-Taylor was there,
in 8th grade when my best friends from the year before dropped me as if they never knew me-Taylor still hadnt left me,
and even this past year when my panic attacks became “to hard to be around” and my friends isolated me almost completely for up to a month (2x)-Taylor was there for me more then ever welcoming me with open arms and a warm smile.
Through out all of these bad times and the good and more I was able to put in my ear buds, look over at this thing and find someone who cared and understood what I was going through.
I had all of her YouTube videos and interviews to make me smile, give me advice, and help me though each situation.
It’s just so hard to see this thing I’ve loved for so long tarnished in this way.
I know I shouldn’t be complaining at lest it’s not my life’s work, but in a lot of ways it feels so special to me.
Let’s hope my mom can salvage the wreckage.
Now I think I’m going to put my ear buds in and try not to feel as heart broken.
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