New York - 3 october 2014 Oct 5, 2014 7:11:30 GMT -5
Post by nexustay on Oct 5, 2014 7:11:30 GMT -5
1989 secret session NYC 10/3/14
okay so story time. on tuesday morning at 7:38 am i got a dm from taylor nation saying they wanted to know more info about me and to email them. i started sobbing because i knew what it ment and my mom thought i was dying because i screamed so loud. anyway i was terrfied all day because i had emailed them and they hadn’t called me yet. at 8:05 pm on tuesday a saint, Lauren, called me and said she was from taylor nation. Lauren i am forever grateful to you. anyway they told us the code word and where to meet and when but wouldn’t tell us specifically what it was. wednesday and thursday couldn’t have gone by slower and then friday i took a half day and left for the city 12:45. i got to the city at 1:15 and i went to lunch and met up with traci before i went in. we went in the secret meeting place at 3:00 pm and there were so many people from twitter there it was amazing. i met grace, arielle, bridget, julia, and so may others. okay so we went in and there were 9 groups i was in group 6 along with traci bridget arielle and julia SQUAD SIX. so we were on the second bus to Taylor’s house and i couldn’t even tell you the timeframe this happened in because we didn’t have our phones. okay so we got on the bus and squad 6 prayed and then we were finally there and we were all screaming and we saw karlie kloss walking in. so we all walked in and we waited in the lobby of her apartment and they told us to be quiet then we walked up 7 flights of stairs to her security’s apartment where they did another security check. then we were finally in her apartment. IT IS BREATHTAKING. we were allowed anywhere on her first floor. we immediately went to where she would be sitting and got a seat right in the front row. after we got seats in the front i walked over to one of the bedrooms and i pet Meredith and she was looking out a window and it was very very cute. then i went back and sat down in the front. i was less than a foot away from her chair and i was sitting right next to traci and we never stopped holding hands. finally we heard screams and saw her legs coming down the staircase followed by other great legs and it was no other than taylor and karlie. the twO HOTTEST best friends in the world. i told karlie i loved her jacket and she said thank you and them she hugged taylor and left. so then taylor sat down and i couldn’t not stop crying she was right there. there was no one in front of me it was me then her and omg. anyway she started explaining the album and asked us not to say what it was about the titles lyrics, etc. she played her first 7 songs for us and told the stories behind each of them and it was magical. she kept looking at me and traci the whole entire time and every time she looked at us we would grab each others hands tighter and cry. then intermission came and she brought out cookies and rice krispie treats. they looked so goos but they were all chocolate so i didn’t have any. OH WELL. during the intermission i talked to scott and i pet olivia and she is literally the softest ball of fur in the entire world and she is so affectionate and shes so cute honestly. OH AND SCOTT TOLD US AUSTIN NAMED HER DIBBLES NOT TAYLOR. so then we sat back down after intermission and listened to the rest of the album and heard the stories behind them and she played us a voice memo. this album. better than ANYTHING she has ever done. EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER. i thought nothing could be speak now but this beat it by a mile. i cannot explain this album to you, mentally or legally . But it is so just about being yourself and being okay and being truly HAPPY. there is one song that hit me like a bullet. this one song, after hearing it only once was my everything. i know you all will love it, i know i did. okay so anyway after we listened to the whole album we got up and had a shake it off dance party. she took off her heels and WAS JUMPING ON HER CHAIR DANCING WITH ALL OF US. then she came out in the middle and was dancing with people and she played with this guys hair during the ‘hella good hair line’ it was incredible to see her so happy. after the shake it off dance party i go to her ‘taylor nothing makes me happier than seeing you so happy’ and you smiled so big and said thank you and then she CALLED BRIDGET BUDDY AND HUGGED HER WHICH WAS AMAZING. so then she went over to take individual pictures and we were free to explore. i played her piano, we talked to andrea for the longest time. we talked to her about club red for the next tour and taylor being discovered and how scott borchetta has 90’s hair and how he wanted a country album and how happy taylor is and how happy we make her and how we are always there for her. there was so much. we played pool on her pool table and held her awards and just talked and mingled. grammys are hella heavy. i also looked at her alcohol. i remember she had fireball and malibu, but thats all i remember. then after maybe 2 hours of exploring we got in line to meet taylor. when we were waiting in like scott came over and talked to me and arielle about taylor and guitar picks and people running on stage and how scary it is for him and he said how amazing taylors ideas are for the next tour. finally i was the next one in line to meet taylor. arielle went before me and her and taylor were precious and taylor fluffed her hair and it was so cute. then i walked over and she smiled so big and i gave her the biggest hug and she goes “look at your abs!” AND I ALMOST FELL ON THE FLOOR i go “taylor look at you!!” and she told me “i was so glad you were sitting in the front! i felt like we had a real connection during it, i felt you. you knew what i was saying and i knew what you were thinking” and I WAS SOBBING BECAUSE ONE OF THE SONGS SHE PLAYED JUST MENT SO MUCH TO ME AND IT MEANS EVERYTHING THAT SHE GOT THAT. and then she goes “then you got up and you look like a supermodel!” i was so beyond dead at that point i cant even tell you. then i told her about traci and how we never let go the whole night and she told me we were so cute. then i told her about dev and how we met!!! she asked if it was awkward when we met and goes “was it like..” AND THEN MAKE THIS REALLY FUNNY AWKWARD DISGUSTED FACE AND I DID THE SAME THING AND THEN I GO “no it wasn’t awkward at all it was cool” AND SHE SAID IT WAS CUTE. then i just kept thanking her and thanking her and thanking her and then she asked what i wanted to do for my picture and i told her “I’m not sure because I want a sassy one yet I want a hug one” “Okay! How about this. I’ll be Johnny Depp and you be Amber Heard! Just like this!” THEN SHE BROUGHT US TO THE MIRROR AND SHOWED ME HOW TO POSE AND TOLD ME TO PUT MY HAND ON MY HIP AND HAVE A SASSY FACE. SO WE DID IT AND I CRIED I WAS SO EXCITED. then my mom came over and taylor told my mom she looks like she is right out of a ralph lauren model. she kept telling my mom and i how pretty we were and we kept telling her how pretty she was. my mom kept telling her thank you for making me so happy and we told her how the best day was our song and she goes “you have to tell my mom that!! she would think it’s so cute!” so finally after we talked a little more we got our picture. after we got our picture i held taylors hands and looked her in the eyes and thanked her then gave her a hug. then we left. we waited in the security apartment and i couldn’t fathom what had just happened. i had just met taylor swift. after 7 years of waiting. after waiting a little more scott swift came in with olivia and we got to hold her and shes so soft i love her. then after everyone was done with their pictures we left.
this night was the absolute best night of my entire life. thank you to taylor nation and taylor for pitting this all together. i have never been more thankful for a person in my entire life. taylor swift, you are an angel. you have made me and continue to make me the happiest person alive. i have learned that happiness is a choice, and i chose you.
taylorswift i love you forever and always.